Saturday, 5 October 2013

Chapter 29

 Sky is still, no zephyr in the desert land even and two loving hearts aimless stare in to the abyss. Silence conquered. She turned to him asked, what  next. It pricked his heart, what kind of question was it! what it means.  He asked her what do u  mean!. She opened her lips to speak which were quivering  he understood something is going to be hard again. She said sorry for keeping the kids away from him, but after some time she tough of telling them who their papa is  she is glad he found her. what constantly bother her is he knows rajath and she is close to him y dint rajath said ram abt priya and  why dint he come to her early. Priya  how do u know rajath,he asked though irrelevant but it made a sync to the unsolved puzzles of their life.

She pay no heed to ans him.  look Mr.kapoor an unusual address,  Damn... am  ur ram priya he wanted to yell. She said,u have a family,  u will go but wat abt my kids, they cannot take it if their papa goes off leaving them, how long this drama continues?, it is better if u leave  before they are close. His anger expelled out and he hit his hand to the wall and the  nail pierced his skin, leaving a stream of blood down the  wall. She felt bad,devastated seeing him hurt.. He said damn u women what do u mean, ur my family am living for u alone,  with a hope am going to find u out now i dont want to ask y u left me. Coz i trust u more, i will not leave u, where ever u want to live, here in dubai, in Bombay any where in the world : i wanna live with u  alone. U r  my life and my kids. She Shouted... . ENOUGH,,,, it is not anger but her agony, i know u have a family , wife kid  and parent s  every one, but am not like u i am shattered when my love cheated me,  y am i saying that to u. Forget it..

my kids are used to lead a life without papa, but ur kid cannot don't waste ur time for me. She walked in. I ADOPTED HIM , I HAD TO, I WAS ALIVE BECAUSE OF THE BABY, he shouted. She stopped turn around to see him, she stormed - Am not deaf not to hear  pride announcements of ur son.  Priya listen i wanna live with u , with u, riya, pihu. They r my babies, He is angry.  dont u dare to call him my son it is ur illegitimate child. I allowed u to meet kids not mean i forgive u.  Till now our love blurred my mind, she said in anger. I want to shift my company here for u priya. Do what ever u want but never compare or dont make me the mother of ur son .  He could not tolerate, he hold her hand. Why dont u smell it damn it, y  dont u understand i love u, many r involved in this priya, i damn cannot leave u again. I am worried i saw him again here, with rajath- he left  her  hand  she is shocked.

Silence prevailed for a while she composed herself after hearing ram, did he! No you lying , Ram  now u  r  blaming rajath, he helped me a lot? Do  u  know what the hell u are thinking.  Damn it priya y will i lie? I saw him  am sure it was him. and i dont understand y rajath is with him.   rajath is not willing to sell his mall but after he met that person he is ok selling it, to my surprise he accepted  all my demands and even at little lesser price.  No ram he is the only one helped me a lot here. In fact to come here. He has done because of jyothi my childhood pal. He is my brother damn it, he is my cousin brother and i trained him under me on my uncles wish, am sure he is not like him but i have seen him today. he shouted unable to understand the puzzel,but he dont know ur wife! He introduced ayesha as ur wife she meekly asked him. she her quivering he pulled her to hug,

Patting her head, "priya , i dont knw , i trained him for an year before i met u, he hasnt seen u but am sure there are many possibilities he can find out u r Mrs. Kapoor.he is not one among those who blindly trust a person and help u, he wont am sure abt it.there is lot of ambiguity here, I sensed some change in his behavior, especially when u r  with me. He envy me now. Priya broke the hug- yes i did noticed, his changed behavior after u came home. Ram he was my friend , daijaan helped me a lot, he even took care of my babies, he is my well wisher he is just a friend till now and now my dewar but ...i cannot imagine anything else . i love only  one man and that is..she hugged him tight weeping loud. she cant withhold her emotion any longer. She said  RAM i LOVE U SO MUCH, y did u take this long to reach us. Y is ayesha ur wife, am alive damn it. Did u think am dead y dint u stop me the day i was leaving. I waited for u to meet me in the airport but u never turned up.. I felt like u deceived me for ayesha. ...  Now please dont leave me alone  ram more than kids i need u ..

Priya all that u saw in media is fake it is morphed when am not in  my senses. I married only one women, married only u , i love u lot,  when i heard such hatret filled words i feel like dying in fact i should have died that day it self.

That day! What do u mean? A  Worried curious lover in her inquired. her mind is diverted  to  be a attentive mom hearing her baby calling  " mumma..." before she reach ram went and took baby to her arms and calmed her  from ber night mare.  She stood up perplexed seeing the quick transformation in him. i missed this all these days, felt guilty to herself. She closed her eyes ,tears rolled down  from her kholed eyes like a stream ,she thought - how i wish we r the same ram n priya when we married, when nothing bothered us, and those smiles, times of togetherness...i wish to live them back..with u ram.. thinking of those days which faded years back.

Past sweet memories ...

Priya is busy with ben listening to him on how to propose jackie. Priya asked him to know her first rather than to end up hurted.  Here priya saw ram an jackie on the beach. Surprisingly she did not feel jealous  Ram is just telling jackie to  stop  trying for his attention as he will never change. She said  she envy priya for which ram laughed ,yes she is a kind of women all other get jealous of her. she is spl,but love is different not related to beauty, a matter of heart, how it links up with other person, the admiration, Most important love is not anything related to physical pleasure Iwill love priya till i leave my last breath without touching her, i want her happiness not more ...he concluded his talk saying try to  find her true love and soul mate to understand what is love to feel love to be loved is a great feeling which cant be expressed in words.. he excused himself as krishna  called him.  he came to priya, talking to his mom. She silently walked along with him in his foot steps holding his hand, resting her head on him, hearing their conversation- one sided one.  He saw her and smiled, she is  seemed so innocent like a child. He chanted a silent prayer that keep her happy always, and a oat  he will bring all the happiness to her life, he will do anything to preserve her smile.

The dinner is finished, priya is feeling shy when they both alone walked to the cottage. He smiled and said good night she nodded. He came out from his room kissed her cheek, hugged her n wish good night. It was difficult for him to sleep alone.. He cannot do things which she do not like.  He  took out his card holder, took out few cards and  made few calls. Soon restless priya got a call  from nisha , asking her to come soon. Priya n ram left. Nisha said priya it was her wedding the next day so she has to be her brides maid. As she cant ask neha ask she is pregnant. Ram is the best man of joe. In a speck of a second she agreed.  Ram convinced priya. Ben approached jackie who is upset cause of ram. No she was in deep thoughts, how could two love so deep. she never trusted in love because of her parents, she always thought  two people come together for physical n more hormonal desires, love do not exist. Ram n priya kicked her to dilemma  DOES TRUE LOVE EXIST?
"may i join" ben asked her.

She nodded with a  smile,  ben joined her. she is lost in her own world sipping the delious red wine with chocolate, ben is admiring her. he asked her- how could one love so much?i wish i experience it happens to me too.. She came out of her thoughts soon she heard her thoughts from his mouth.. Sorry ben i just...what did u say? She offered him chocolate and wine. He wanted to make the moment lite,- would u mind if we order something to eat along with this red hot sexy wine with a beautiful women, uhhh.. rosted turkey.what say... plz plz my stomach is growling. He pouted. A wide grin came on her face, did she heard it, she dated lot of men  but no one called her beautiful, but hot, sexy,  are the words always. she felt strange when heard beautiful. She nodded yes. They had their dinner, jackie heard all his stupid talks patiently,the conversation has no point no end. She laughed till her cheek muscles fatiged. She was the one who is reluctant to hear his pranks n stupid jokes earlier. She composed herself what was wrong with me i and ben had a  dinner date. OMG. Unbeleivable. She excused herself and walked past the shore. He gave her space. He silently marched after her. she turned n asked
WHAT...y r u following me..

Ms. Jackline ! [that was very humble sound she heard, and respectable too.what is this boy upto, his eyes speak volumes, what has happened to me i am trying to read his eyes n bothered abt his heart.she thinks] he continued,took her palms in his, I mean it u r a beautiful women, I want to confess a thing to u to day, what ever i say is truth, the day i came to ram bhai, u captured my eye not just because u are hot,but i  saw u helping Mrs. Steven in her work, i observed u for many days, u were around ram bhai, later i found u angry to accept he loves priya, n i know u dont love ram fact u never loved anyone. I showed some intrest towards priya to get close to u and suspecting bhai's nature towards her... the time i spend with u plotting  for priya showed the kid like attitude in u which u ceased some where. There is a sensitive girl in u still alive who is  criying now, as this nobody found the lost sweetest  girl in u. She  wiped her eyes. I dont want to know what happened in ur life  but LOVE is true. It happens once, and yes soul mate concept is not a fantasy,it is found only when love becomes commitment for a life, only when u trust in love. i found one, R u not happy for me!  She smiled n congratulated him.  her name starts with  J ..she is the most beautiful women in heart n in appearance i will be the luckiest guy if she accept me!. She aked him  who is the lucky one... he went on his knees,  and said  "ms jackline, will u be the love of my life. Will u marry me". Tears rolled down her  eyes, she heard people proposing I lOVE U  but never  like this. She felt special . she colapsed on her knees, cried out, and nodded yes. This is a real commitment  she made to herself she thanked god for the wonderful moment in her life. She dint love him but his proposal is  genuine made her go on her knees to accept him.

Such a beautiful proposal, priya said. Ram paid no attention but was thinking on something else. She gave a stern look at him.. Ur  impossible  ram kapoor, she went to ben n jackie angrliy. He followed her.  she appreciated ben and congratulated jackie, she blushed. Jackie said sorry n thaks to ram n priya.  Priya is angry on him, - oh  dear,leave all that, am so happy for u, ben is a sweet heart unlike some one who do not care at all. Hearing this  ram reacted. Oh hello what do u mean.  I mean what i said, learn something from ben see how sweetly he proposed and u leave it,  romance is not ur cup of tea.. they started argument, I proposed u first n it took a long time for u to accept it.  ram said. Offcourse , but u know that i love u from the beginig and now dont act smart and who is the one who ...

she stopped in middle when jackie interrupted. Oh what u saying priya, ram isn't romantic i witnessed u both  in his cabin that day. Oh that it was me who seduced him. How nice romance in office,ben interupted when both raya blushed.  Priya this is too much yaar u cannot say that,. ram sulked. Awww ram i only can because i know u Golu she left angrily. She is angry coz he did not give her a little attention she need, as she miss him, the frustration that she cannot be able to be in his arms that moment and  it is very difficult for her to control to stay away from him after the previous night.

Ram  is decked up with lot of work. Ben ,joe nisha even had lot of work to do. Neha n priya r left alone and vikram with them. She called him but he disconnected the call. Tears delved in her eyes. Here neha is restricted by vikram. She had carving for chocolate pudding at the late hour. Both the ladies are upset- neha found priya sitting in the couch hugging her knees.
What happened neha asked
No its nothing,
Feeling alone!
HMM! Woh ram... might be busy helping  Joe. Its ok.
Yeah,... felt ignored? Neha asked. Tears rolled down priya's eyes. Thinking ram no more  interested in her, may be it's her fault to offer him herself, but she needed that more than him. she is confused.
Y were u upset, vikram is around he must be waiting for u, n u awake till now u should sleep. Priya flooded her words
HOLD ON lady , now u dont start it. dont talk about vikram
Y what has he done now...
Nothing... neha started crying.. he dont love me at all...
Priya hugged her consoling her, soon vikram is at the door with half a dozen of chocolate puddings. Neha jumped in his arms. all her agony has gone in seconds.  Seeing them priya missed him more.  more than neha, priya is glupping the dark chocolate pudding. Neha saw it  and ordered vikram to bring ram here now n said he has to apologize her.
"Ram is here"...he  went and sat beside priya, almost taking her in his arms. she   moved aside. He did not recognize her anger,took a bite of the same pudding she is having. Neha started her speech . all men are same ... this is very bad ram blah blah... common now apologize her. priya stood up and left to her room silently  gave a glance at him with blood shot eyes. He dint understand what is wrong with her. he assured neha he will take care of her. she curled up in the duvet  covering her eyes, he changed and went to her side. She pretended to sleep. He kissed her on fore head-

"priya , i know u r not sleeping. Listen to me am sorry  dear, am not away from u, it is not like i ignored u   i could not do it. Listen to me! I love u .. so much  ... i have a surprise for u  tomorrow. I went to plan it." she looked to his eyes... turned to him.
"what".. ram wiped her tears, kissed her   eyes.
"surprise  darling... am sure u will like it. I cant see u like this it squeezes  my  heart. No more tears no more insecurities"
"not insecurity, i felt u ignored me!"
"no ... do u possibly think , after last night ... can I" he smiled naughtily coming closer to her.. she pushed him a little  blushing.
"i dont  know...but i carve ur attention"
"even I, tomorrow is an auspicious day, maa said . dadi was talking abt our marriage it seems. She want u as her daughter in law soon as possible. Maa is scolding me.will go to india n  marry soon i can't see  my self away from u.. it is so difficult priya"
" INDIA... no  ram .. please  i dont want to come,  will marry here n go there. If not will call all here.." he kept his finger on her lips ..
"dont panic, trust me. I will always be ur side..i will protect u  from every  trouble .. i will shield u from everything .I promise. U r my wife already in every sense since the day i kissed u ,i vowed to my soul,u r my wife"
She hugged ram tight. He took her in arms patted her back till she is consoled, n drifted to sleep,he covered her in duvet,went to couch to sleep.though they are one, he promised her till they marry they will not cross limit.  He slowly... slept seeing her in the moon light.. 

flash back to be continued...

She came back to senses with the sweet tone of her angel in her fathers arms.  asking if they r fighting. She took her in arms and asked ram to carry the other to their room made them lay down. Pacifying the cute one,making her understand that they were not fighting. The little angel slept after a while priya adjusted pillows around them n went to their room. Ram is lying  in the bed. Sadness is evident on his face. He is hurt coz of her.  she sat beside him, she broke the silence. I want to know where is shipra ji, he said we are manipulated then  she is along with ayesha. She heaved a sigh. Apeksha? She enquirer , Since the day u left me i lost my sister too, she treats me a culprit, i will carry the blame on me but cannot bear the pain of staying away from u any more.. he caught her hands n kissed,hide his face in her palms.

She felt his tears, she took him close to her  made him rest his head on her shoulder.  Priya.. do u still trust me! He asked her. the immediate ans was , YES i always do.  What ever i said is true.  Am not doubting rajath,  i will find out the truth.  I can do it if  u r with me. U r my biggest hope n strength  She made him lie down, i trust u  u r right rajath never  said any connection with  kapoors to me. Jyothi died in an accident.  Cady rina dayijaan helped me a lot ram.  rajath seems a puzzle i trust u fully. Am with u ... though she has many question in mind, she kept a pause to all for him  as he is in agony, she knows him he will clear all the mess.

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